I’ve been thinking about what I should do with myself. I’ve been having a lot of problems finding a job, and not having a job and not being in school makes me feel useless. And for me, feeling useless leads to depression, and other negative feelings. I need something constructive to do with my time. But there is no doubt that I need a job, I can’t really afford to go to school, much less buy a car or a place to live without one.

I’ve been thinking about moving to Montana. I know it’s not like Hawaii or anything, but I have relatives in Montana, and I’ve stayed with them for about a week last year, so I know the town. There is a college right there I could go to, and my family could help me with anything if I needed it. It’s not a sure thing yet, but if I do move to Montana, it won’t be anytime soon, that much I know. It’s just an idea.

That’s all I have to say for now, except for this tag =>

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RULES:
1. Answer the following questions and post it in your journal.
2. Tag all your watchers. (Add a comment to all of your watchers) <--- to many!
3. Post "You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry." in the comment. <-- to many!

P E R S O N A L

Real Name: Brenda
Nickname: I don’t really have one
Deviantart Name: TheDauphine
Country: America
Gender: Female


F A V O R I T E S

Color: Purple
Food: Meat loaf
Drinks: Dr. Pepper
Movie at the moment (1 only): The Madness of King George
Song at the moment (1 only): Orinoco Flow – Enya
TV Program (1 only): Law and Order
TV Channel (1 only): Nickelodeon
Book: The Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux
Ice Cream flavor: Chocolate


V E R S U S

What do you like most?

Sweet or Spicy?:
Spicy

White chocolate or dark chocolate?:
White chocolate

School or Mall?:
Mall

Desktop Computer or Laptop?:
Whatever works

Ice Cream or Cake?:
Cake

Anime or Cartoons?:
Anime

PSP or PS2?:
I don’t know

Sony or Panasonic?:
Sony

RnB or POP?:
RnB



D E V I A N T A R T

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?



Who is your first watcher?
~bramblefox but she isn’t on DA anymore

How many are your watchers right now?
50


How many deviation/s do you have?
66

In the moment, how many is your page views?
5,214

Whom of your watchers do you talk the most?
I guess

Are you a subscriber?
Yes

When did you start using Deviantart?
March 10th 2008


I tag:
Everyone!

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UPDATE: I got this Lady Survey from my dear .

Do you sleep in your bra?
What a question! Usually yes, I do, but not always.
I know most women think it’s weird and uncomfortable to wear a bra to bed, but for me it’s uncomfortable not to wear one. It hurts my back not too.

Do you enjoy drama?
It depends on what kind of drama, but sometimes, yes. ^^

Are you a girly girl?
No.

Last person you hugged?
My mother.

Small or big purses?
Big enough to hold all what I need it to hold.

Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yes. Even if I don’t go out, I still like to wear something for the trick-or-treaters to enjoy when they come by my house.

Are you double jointed?
Yes, in my thumbs, knees, and elbows.

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Yes, during a class at school.

Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
Yes, a couple of my grandparents. I don’t like it when they do, but they think it’s funny. -_-

Last person you hung out with?
My best friend Jill. Although sadly, it’s been quite a while that I’ve seen her last. I rarely hang out with anyone anymore.

Do you call anybody by their last name?
Only teachers I’ve had (Mr/Mrs __ ).

How many guys will read this just because it says Lady Survey?
No clue.

Do you wear makeup?
A little bit, yes.

Ever cried at a movie theater?
Yes.

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
I don’t wear mascara.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
My mom says I’m a bad influence on her and on my pets. But she (usually) says that jokingly. Most people say I’m a good influence.

Eyeliner or mascara?
Neither.

American Eagle or Hollister?
Neither. -_-

Heels or flats?
Flats.

Skirts or jeans?
Jeans.

Socks or leggings?
Socks.

Hoodies or jackets?
Both.

Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers. I can’t walk in heels.

Straight or curly hair?
Straight, but I like curly too.

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Neither, I don’t wear earrings.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark. ^^

Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
I’m frustrated with all men in general. -.-

Do you have a best friend that’s a guy?
I have a couple good friends that are guys.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Sadly, yes.

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Only if there was a life-threatening reason would I consider it. Otherwise I wouldn’t. If I’m not “ pretty” or “sexy” enough for someone, then screw them!!!! I don’t need jerks who judge me just by how I look.

Do you like your life?
I’m thankful for the life I have, because I know that there are people who have MUCH worse lives. But I really wish things were better.

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yes.

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No. 0.o

Have you ever been naked in public?
No way!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never!!!!

Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
Never! It would just end up hurting both of us.

Have you ever slapped a man in the face?
No, but I became verrrrrrrrry close to doing so!!! -.-

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes, all the time it seems like. *sigh*

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yep.

Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
Oh yes! Absolutely!!!

Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yes.

Do you ever wish you were famous?
Sometimes, but I don’t think it’s really worth it.


PART II

IN A MAN

Cowboy or Gangster...
Whoever treats me better.

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
Whoever treats me better.

Contacts or Glasses?
Glasses. ^^

Funny or Serious?
Both, depending on the situation.

Romantic or Daredevil?
Romantic, mostly, but a little bit of a daredevil side.

Cute or Hot?
Both!

Good Dancer or Good Singer?
Good Singer, seeing that I’m a singer myself. But I like good dancers too! ^^

Basketball Player or Football Player?
Either or…

Smoker or Non-smoker?
Preferably a Non-smoker, but it really doesn’t matter.

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
Motorcycle.

All Ladies Are Now Tagged. GO!
You know who you are n_~. ~



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8 THINGS I LIKE.

* Music :note:
* Reading and writing ^^
* Animals
* Learning about history
* I enjoy being in nature
* Being with friends and family
* Traveling to places
* Having fun!

Anyone who wants to do it is tagged! ^^

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