In my last journal, I said I finally go my internet working again. Well, guess what? No, the internet provider isnt being stupid yet. Well, my air conditioner broke in the heat of summer the very next day after I fixed my internet connection. Great. So my mom and I ran around for two days, found a new air conditioner, opened up our dinning room window, shoved into said window, as it sets on top of our broken dish washer. Lovely.
Then, on July 30th, Darrell the dad of two of my cousins Charlie and Tiffany, died. We knew he wasnt doing very well. When that man doesnt want to drink his beer, we knew he was very sick, because he loved his beer. And whats even worse the funeral was on August 5th; which is my cousin Tiffanys birthday. What a birthday present!!!!
Also, its best not to talk about the family reunion I went to from August 6th 9th. Im not going to get into talking about THAT mess. -_-
Not only that, but when I came home from that disaster, I found that my beloved kitty Cuddles was very sick. I knew she wasnt doing very well; she had lost a lot of weight, and a few days before my trip she wasnt eating. Two of my neighbors, Nick and Margaret, had found her under Nicks car when he let his dogs out. They both thought she was dead. Well, luckily she was still alive, but only just. She could hardly move, and when she did, it was only to get a little water.
When I woke up on Tuesday morning, the 11th, I found her under my dresser, dead.
I can still hear her weak and sad meows, theyll always haunt me. ;_;
What is worse is that I knew she was old 16, so there was nothing I could do.
Ill make a memorial and put it on DA, so you can all see my pretty kitty before she died. :S
So dont even ******* ask me about my search for a job or my hopes for college. Dont start with me! >_<
I feel so sick from all of this
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I was tagged by the very awesome
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
10 things you should know about me
1. Most people would tell you that Im shy or even antisocial and I guess I am. Ive always had trouble expressing myself verbally to others; the words get stuck, so I much prefer writing a letter because it lets me collect my thoughts. Not only that, but I also have problems pronouncing some words, and I dont want to sound stupid or uneducated. Besides, I figure if someone really wants to talk to me, theyll come and find me.
2. Ive always loved history, even before I started school. I remember wanting to dig up Dinosaur bones and put them together. That eventually led to my love of Egyptology because finding mummies was a lot like finding fossils. Then one thing led to another
3. I would just love to travel the world and see what is out there maybe even move somewhere else. I have a bad case of wanderlust!
4. Before Ive even started school, I loved to sing. When my Elementary stated its first Choir when I was eight years old, guess who was the first to sign up?
5. I really love to read, its my favorite pastime. My mom gave up on sending me to my room because thats where the books are. ^^
6. I love to be in nature, especially if Im by myself. I find nature to be very therapeutic. I just wish it would be spring all the time though.
7. Im more of a thinking kind of person than a working kind of person. Like - Id rather read a book than mow the lawn. Its not so much that Im lazy; I just rather use my brain than do manual labor.
8. Im a very spiritual person, and Im always doing what I can to improve that part of my life and my connection with God. But I also respect other peoples beliefs, as long as they respect mine.
9. I would like to write a book someday, but Im not sure what about yet. Maybe something with history or music. Although I need to improve my writing first.
10. Math is a hard subject for me, and Ive almost always struggled with it. If math wasnt such a hard topic for me, Id probably be more willing to go to college.
I tag the first ten people who want to!